Just a small town girl, living in a lonely world.
Jonina. 16. Senior.
The perks of being a teen
Monday, February 27, 2012

Getting mood swings all the time. Feeling insecure. Like all the things you do are not enough. These butterflies you feel in your stomach whenever you see your crush. And oh, not to mention getting breakouts from time to time.

Sometimes, I just want to grow up already. Or maybe go back to when I was a little kid. THINGS ARE WAY MORE COMPLICATED WHEN YOU'RE A TEENAGER. You overthink, that's why.

I don't know why I'm saying this. Am I even making sense or..

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Like whoa?
Thursday, November 3, 2011



LIKE MIYAZAKI'S NOISE OMG. Yeah, I belong to a noisy class. But then I realized it's the one thing I'll miss the most when we graduate. GRADUATE. That word scares me.

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Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Sunday, October 16, 2011

I'm starting to think this blog of mine is starting to become a waste of space because of the senseless things I post. Not to mention I haven't really been updating it with what's going on with my life. I'll try. Like really try now.

But I don't really know where to begin.

Guess I'll start with Tish's birthday celebration at Paseo. Yep, that was a school day, a Friday. So it was recess time and Christine asked me, "Sama ka sa Paseo mamaya?", and I was like, "Anong Paseo?! ". There so I had to text my parents during dismissal to ask permission. And I went all rebel for the first time that day too. Why, you ask? Because I went with them even before my dad said I could go. BOOM! I was guilty. But thank goodness he said I could. If not . . whoops. Anyway, we had a lot of fun! I missed Tish. It's always a fun time when she's there. She never runs out of (funny) stories to say. Thanks for the treat, Tissue! :)

Then there was the community day in school. Which sucked big time because of the rainy weather. Plus we lost the cheering competition, but at least everyone participated well, because during the practice everyone was like: ".....". Still, I think we still deserved to win. Oh, and I was glad I ate at the community breakfast, I paid 50 pesos for it so there, but before we could even get the food, Christine, Vielka, and I had to walk in the rain so we could reach the tent. Fun fun fun. In the end, we got tuna sandwich, banana, and Milo! Yaaaay. My tummy was very happy.

The following day was the DLSUCAT. I have three words: SO. FREAKIN'. HARD. It is by far the hardest entrance exam I took, it's harder than the UPCAT! It rained hard that day, it flooded too. Hanna took the test in the same room as mine, so yay for not being alone! I kinda got lazy answering the exam and the time just went by so slowly.. After that, we went down and saw Michelle and Vielka clapping their hands as if we won or something. Screaming "Kaklase namin yan!" and "Go Chofu!" =))

Then last Friday, we had our oral test in English, where we had to memorize the poem "If". I had Sam, Khielle, and Anton as my groupmates. We got 88, which is not bad, but we could've done way better. Anton forgot his lines and Sam had to recite his part. At least we got it over with. I was so nervous because it's been a while since we last had an oral test with memorization involved.

Lastly, yesterday I took the exam in Mapua. I took it in Makati because the course I wanted wasn't in Intramuros so yeah. It was pretty easy, I just regret the fact that I didn't study that much, you see, mental block got me during Math. Ugh. The results will be out by next week. I hope I pass! :D

Math & Rosary month activities will be done tomorrow. Then exams start on Wednesday or Thursday? Then intrams, then . . SEMBREAK! Can't wait for that. I need some refreshing, ya know. These past 2 quarters, I've just been so disorganized, which is not me at all.

I need to get my "shizz" together. Ha, shizz, I just can't curse, even on the internet. Howell.

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3/4
Saturday, October 15, 2011


3 down, 1 more to go. Leggo.

Unlucky streak
Thursday, September 15, 2011

SERIOUSLY?!

We had our EK trip last Friday, I left my jacket. Now I left my bag for the assembly for like 20 minutes, and my money is gone. REALLY?! To whoever took my money, you're welcome and thank you also. You just took what you want, at least I was still able to eat. But then again, I hope karma hits you, hard. :)

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It's what matters the most
Sunday, September 11, 2011

I CAN.

That's what this week taught me. Guess things are making a turn for the better? Or maybe I'm speaking too soon. Whatever. I'm happy. :)

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Oh life
Saturday, September 3, 2011

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I am confused as hell and I am definitely not myself.

Creepy things are happening, and it's getting worse! It was kinda okay first, but it's just getting weirder and weirder. I keep going through these things and I never learned how to deal with it. Another thing, I feel like I'm doing something I don't really want just to keep myself from being alone in there.

My life's a whirlwind right now. What the heck's happening. !@#$%^&*!

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Hectic schedule is hectic
Friday, August 12, 2011

I've never been this busy before. This week, I am sleepless. Not really literally, but I sleep way more late than I'm supposed to. And today, I wasn't even able to step inside our canteen. I am fungry. :((

Supposedly, I'm going to start my review for the quarterly test. But nooooo, I'm just sitting here in front of this laptop not knowing how the hell to finish our IT project without downloading a video converter. My parents don't allow me to download stuff here for security reasons, okay. GAAAAH. Lord, help me. :(

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Sunday, July 24, 2011

"I have a habit of falling too hard and falling to fast, and getting my hopes up for something that won't last."


Well, well, well. . .

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It's just not enough
Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Everything I do, no matter what, I feel like I'm not doing enough. It's always, "almost there". Or at least, that's what I think it is. Yes, I get good scores on quizzes, and I'm starting to recite during class. But there's always someone who's better, well duh, you can't beat everyone. This honorable thing is getting in my head, plus the UP thing because I really want to get in. I need to stop pressuring myself too much, damn, everyday bad vibes. SNAP OUT OF IT, JONINA! :(

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